Thursday, December 01, 2005@ 7:54 AM by DRUSILLA CHOO
My Life is Brilliant. But seems like its actually not brilliant at all.
i was suppose to go out today wid colin and co. , woke up d earliest today, 11.15 although i slept at 3.30 last night. i didnt wanted to be late since i'll b leaving at 3+ to help my mum. took a bathe and was all ready to leave house. my dad saw me, he asked me if i saw his ez-link card. wonder if he knew i was going out. i was sitting on d sofa, saw bus 317 passed my hse yet i didnt have d guts to open d gate and get out. 3 buses passed my house but im still sitting there. im afraid my dad would call siying to ask me to go home immediately the moment i leave house.
in e end,i called matthew up,colin answered d fone, he told me they're reaching serangoon mrt but i told him im not going, called siying up too. she encouraged me to just go out since im already helping my mum later, no harm going out fer awhile. but i told her d reason my dad wanted me to help my mum, he doesnt wan me to hang out wid my friends. so ya,i stayed at home. be a gd girl ? i went upstairs,my dad ask me not to go out. why cant i even go out fer AWHILE, i already have to help my mum every day 4plus till midnight without fail. my hols are really dead bored with no interesting events other dan d chalet. i was lying on d bed and tears jus roll down my cheeks, i couldnt do what i want unlike before. what can i do if i stay at home ? computer can never be more fun then going out wid friends.
when can i ever stop helping my mum, i know its gd to help her, but i've already helped her long enough , despite her scolding me so many times in front of others, i didnt argue wid her. out of my sistas , i guess im d only one dat have to help my mum. my eldest sis will never help my mum and my mum never forces her, second sista finally finished her o's but she's going out to find a job and my mum never disapproves. youngest sista, she's simply too young. so, its only me. just count me unlucky!
in 15 mins time im going to help my mum. have to go down and eat my lunch. Chicken Rice again. i've been eating that every single time my maid goes out to pack food. other dan that, instant noodles! sighs.
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