Saturday, June 03, 2006@ 12:47 PM by DRUSILLA CHOO
felt so devastated. i FIGHT wid my mum jus less than a week ago and i quarreled wid my dad today. you dunno how difficult i had to stay in this house becos its never a house. why.. when money is tight, relationship goes bad. yes, money cant buy everything in this world but what money is to me is that it can certainly change my parent's mood. my parents ask me to stop studying and work. should i ? i really tried my best and i never fail to study until midnight 3 for every paper. i did improved. my parents looked down on me, ever since i was young, they ALWAYS see me as a FAILURE. im begginning to hate this family of mine.why cant i have a cosy family, go out often, share troubles wid them. how much i envy other families. i hope my parents understand me one day. i cant cope wid Amaths, dats why i had to waste their 220bucks,i really put in effort during midyr Amaths paper. from 14.6 to 56 for Amaths. im begginning to see d light in amaths, but my parents doesnt want me to carry on tuition becos he's unable to pay. what shld i do? how did my family end up like this? and when will all this be over? i feel like growing up quickly, leave this house of mine and earn a living for myself. i dun mind being alone, rather dan living the way im living now.
they had never appreciated me, perhaps not even love me. maybe you too.
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