Monday, August 20, 2007@ 1:20 AM by DRUSILLA CHOO
You can never imagine lazy drusilla coming to school at this time ( waking up at 7.30am) on a monday morning when its study week. But, the fact is im lazy still, i came to school early because my dad fetched me here. This is kill 3 birds with one stone!
Firstly, to study in the school library because if its at home, i'll sleep till noon?.
Secondly, im meeting with my teacher and 2 of my friends because we're damn unsure of this subject which is like dead for me, i'll never one to take a SUP paper because i want the entire holiday on my own but not coming to school to retake papers! you never want to do that when all your friends are crazy about holidays.
Thirdly, im giving tuition at tampines at 3pm later which is like so much accessible for me! Kinda mess up, this is an extra session i've arranged because my student is having her maths paper tml and i need to do revision with her. Today, was her English paper, anyway she's from china, so her english is pretty weak( no offence) and i hoped she would get a 40+ even if she did not pass. Her previous marks was like 20+/100! It takes time to improve :) Another student of mine is also having her exams but i only need to worry on her maths! ( she dont think before she gives an answer which at times made my blood boiled ). Why do i say so much? Because god da*n it, im having exams & so are they, resulting in STRESS due to lack of time + worrying my students if they're able to pass.
By the way, some out there would always say im mad, but no worries, i've canceled more than 5 tuition sessions to make time for my own study. Nothing can be more impt that exams. Some would just aim for a pass in all subjects but this is definitely not the goals my coursemates would aim for. Seriously, i want more than a pass & to state clearly, i want As & Bs to appear in my results slip, No Cs please!
I slept at 4am last night. Wanted to study throughout the night somewhere but no one seemed to be interested, So i stayed at home. My mind is not there when my sisters are around! I ended up partly studying( a lil ), and partly helping my eldest sister because she bakes Banana Muffins which i get to learn from her! Its kinda delicious so i can consider making some for my friends. Hey, i miss my chocolate creamcheese cake and i've thought of adding something to make it taste and look wonderful. ( good chef ah, maybe better than siying man :p )All these will be carried out after exams :(
All those reading and scrolling really caused me to lose all my motivation in studying. Its every single time. My instincts must be right & i definitely know why things around me took place. Its just "retribution". Like what i believed in, be it superstitious or not, when i picked something, i'll lose something, this is so true for me,but perhaps not for some people. I experienced it 3 times. Im such a loser.
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