After graduation, what next?
Friday, January 29, 2010@ 2:27 AM by DRUSILLA CHOO
These few days heavy shopping online like mad cows mad pigs. To the extent i bought a lot of tops/dresses suitable for CNY but we've got only like 3 days of visiting? And then, after CNY they cant be worn anymore because its like cheongsam and mandarin oriental style kind. I never ever wear such clothes for CNY in my life but i thought of doing so this year :)
Steph is like telling me on MSN to take jabs for cervival cancer vaccination because her doctor recommends girls of our age to start taking. But its like $160 for a jab and you've to take 3 jabs which is = 480! I can't bear 480 for jabs, unless like my parents pay for me which is impossible.
Anyway life's been pretty slack which i likeeeeeee. I mean like no stress, no long hours in school, no everyday go school. And i keep camping at home recently. Everyone is busy with their own stuff. Hmmm.
And wth is wrong with me this period of my life. Every night i crazily get scared of.. you know you know. I can't sleep because my thoughts keep running wild on those thingy and i can stay up on bed for like 2 hours? Tavis is not helping me, he keep barking every night around 3am and my dad says its because he see things. Like arghhhh. Im so scared to the extend i've to play something to watch. Last night i watched Bucket List till 4am and cried a bucket of tears. So damn touching movie which made you wanna appreciate every single moment of your life and fulfil all your wishes. And every night i forced myself to sleep, which caused me to forced myself out of the bed in the morning or rather afternoons most of the time. haha.
Everyone is talking about what next after graduation. I even see friends sitting down and discussing which university is good, this and that. It mades me scared because they are like halfway down the road and im like only at the pavement? whatever im trying to put across. haha. One thing for sure, im not ready for the real working world, not yet at all. So most probably university will be my choice, and that means forcing $$$ out of my pocket to pay for the fees. I don't wanna take study loan because i don't want to be in debts and graduate with a lump sum waiting for me to pay off. I need to find a university with reasonable tuition fees, and most of all, it MUST MUST be recognised, else pointless right?
Super duper hope bf is booking out of camp. Its like this routine of waiting for him will never end till 1212 this year. It gets really upset sometimes you only get to know he can't book out on the very day, and sometimes you have to wait for weeks to see him :'(
Back to Cafe World, hehe. My FB wall is flooded with Cafe World. I'll keep playing till i find a better game. P.S Send me 200 servings of free gift if can k. hahaha.
ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS PEOPLE!
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